I have this reoccurring dream.. We are in my grandparents house. Alone. We eat and laugh and run through the house. I catch you in the bedroom and pull you in to kiss me.. i hold you and you smile in happiness. Then, your mom comes in the room. We laugh nervously and I explain its a pleasure to meet her. I feel bad that we met on such terms. But you console me and say that it’s ok.. To just visit with her and she’ll like me.. It makes me feel better. And then I wake up.